Today has been…A DAY! I don’t even know where to start (as if there was really a beginning and an end in this cycle of life?????).
I guess I can start with the fact that today was the new moon. And of course, it calls for a moment of reflection to reconnect with ourselves (who is our?? lemme go back to I, cuz this is my damn blog) to decipher (sexy vocab, ya heard?!)… Do you get distracted with the parentheses?? I honestly don’t give a fuck, so I don’t even know why I asked. It’s like that fake ass “hi how are you” with the “hi how you doin” response, followed by silence. Lykkk wah??
Anyways. Ya. The new moon as a moment to reconnect and decipher (wow, I really never finished my earlier sentence?!) what I feel like I wanna manifest for the next cycle. What seed do I wanna plant? What’s calling me right now? What do I “want” to prioritize? That’s the thing tho. I’ve been wanting to manifest “love” or financial abundance” or “better health with exercises routines” etc. It’s just recently that I started scaling down to, for example, “wash dishes every night before bed”. I did…for one cycle aka one month…
MY POINT IS: I think about all these things I want and feel are important, but I always disregard the most important: to sleep, and to eat. I forget to be in my own body. When I feel like my world crumbles cuz I messed up my routine and spiral into thinking that I’m a failure (listen. I am extra, and I embrace it.)…I forget that the real foundation is just this : to sleep, and to eat. I’m out here thinking that I need to add this and this and that to create a healthy daily routine, but turns out that if I don’t sleep and don’t eat, there is no I, there’s no space to build anything.
SLEEPING AND EATING ARE….THE SOIL….!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I love my question marks, but I gotta throw some exclamation marks here and there too. I carry myself with social justice as a core belief. No discrimination ova here.)
