I get random thoughts here and there, so here’s one that flash as I was driving on Decarie (I love how driving can be so meditative??? it’s like, I’m not here anymore because I’m reaallly here??? hmm. the wording doesn’t make any sense, but I felt it, so it’s real).
Right. The thought. So, my friend invited me to do a meditation challenge with her and some of her friends. I said yes, of course. I’m starting a week later, but who cares??? It’s my process.
Anyways. One activity was to write a list of 50 women that influenced me. Just 50. Not more, not less. I wrote my mom and then friends’ names. And then I was thinking like dammmmn who? I kept going finding some other names, and next think you know, I was at 50!!!!
But I realized after that my impulse was to go back in time, to think of people I’m not even close with anymore. Because they all had some sort of impact. When I was done, I thought about so many other people that actually had a greater influence on me but are not listed.
There is no moral to this story. Nor is there a beginning or an end.
I made 2 spinach + bacon pizzas (hmm can pizza be plural???) today. Spinach was on sale last week. I made it from scratch.