I wanted to leave the house today. But the weather got me all the way fucked up. I’ll try to pop my head outside later to light a joint and take some deep breaths. Or not. I might just stay inside, crack the door open, inhale indoors, and exhale out da door. I hadn’t smoked for a while, but I did last weekend and it was so fun! It’s like I had almost forgotten? Weed. I luh u.
I was talking to someone last night, (not like that, come on now.) I was talking about my hair and the conversation led us to talk about different periods of my life, and I just had an out of body experience..I thought…yooooo…I’ve lived!! I have the tendency to put myself down, like I haven’t done enough, but the truth is…I’ve done lots of things and I carry so many stories. And lots deserve to be shared. Sometimes I forget.
All that to say, I’m cool. But also, not so much cuz last night’s kitchen dance party led to more back pain today. Anyways, let’s focus on the positive. I’m cool, and about to be cooler in a few mins.